That being said, it's not worth ruining the decent run of days I'm on. Do not carry on.
Sounds really sick i think but i am glad. It's hard to describe the change I feel in myself. In the end they are all false, but you will need to reach that conclusion on your own. I have so much work to do on myself. She won't see them as problems, she'd see it as just wasting money instead of something I couldn't control at the time. I'm pretty happy today.In I lost £ gambling online roulette and fobt's. I then .. wrong was I. I really can't handle losing money and can't except a loss. Huge Gambling losses - feeling depresed and suicidal thought i dont know how to deal with these losses, i want to get over it but its almost My Story, and how to forget losses. If the gambling wasn't in your life wouldn't you feel great about yourself? . Recovery requires that we accept it, for what it is, deal with it a bit at.